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Glass HeartYou hold onto this glass heart of mine,
But in your hands will in be fine?
It's been damaged as you can see.
Each crack is so painful to me.
All the time new ones begin to show.
And the healing process is so slow.
Already such damage you have done.
And things between us have just begun.
I know I've been clumsy with your heart too,
But I would do anything to not hurt you.
Every joy will brings so much pain.
This roller coaster drives me insane,
But it's worth it for that joy.
You gotta know how I love you, boy.
I can't promise your heart won't break.
Sometimes you'll have all you can take.
All I can promise is that I'll try.
To keep you happy, I would die.
But as I feel like I'll fall apart,
I need you to take care of my glass heart.
Stolen My HeartYou've stolen my heart and it's not fair.
You know if I could, I'd be there,
But the distance only brings me pain.
I almost feel like I'm going insane.
I don't know what I should do.
I feel like I'd be better without you.
To love someone that I could hold.
This computer screen's a little cold.
I love you more than I thought I could,
But the question is whether I should.
So many guys that want my heart,
But you had it from the very start.
And now that I know that we might be.
I could never give up that possibility.
I pretend it's not so obviously true.
I'd do anything to be with you.
I'd wait a year. I'd wait forever.
I just want us to be together.
What am I to do?I don't know what to do with my life
I always pictured you my wife
Now your gone
yet I can't move on
I swear there's something wrong with me
why can't I just let you be?
My friend, my soul mate, my lover
I swear I dream of you and no other
I fear this is not a phase
but an endless lover's maze
I'm stuck within the walls
my heart beats, and then it stalls
because its lost all purpose
is the nothing beneath the surface?
The long hoursMadness evolves into insanity
While Anger becomes profanity
Everything becomes a game
when your goal in life is acquiring fame
I can't be a part of this
wait a moment.. I have to piss
Why are we all here?
What is it that we all fear?
To never touch the pages of history?
To die unknown as such a mystery
We're going to the hide away
The cops are coming..but by all means stay..
TemptationsI am a whole new addiction
looking for a little body friction
So girl, why not let that be you tonight?
I can get you feeling all too right
I know my eyes speak temptation
but there is no need for your hesitation
Do not worry about my reputation
it won't take you to a real destination
Just let everything else melt away
and even time itself will start to stray
Let my words become ecstasy to your ears
let my actions remove your fears
Come with me into the night
I will show you a World hidden from sight
Hypnotized by glowing eyes
In all the words you hear no lies
Drifting, Drifting further with me
I'm the only thing left that you can see
That kiss on your neck turns to a bite
yet for some reason you still feel alright
Intoxicated by your ruby red gold
you attempt to break free, but can't break the hold
"Maybe unable to speak?"
Do not fret my Dear
there is nothing to fear
For the night walker is full
I am not cruel
You shall wake in your bed
maybe feel like you hit your hea
39. Out of TimeI'm... suffering...
P-Please, oh god.... C-Can't breathe....
...Kill me. Kill me now...
The loathsome mask slid away.
I was alive.
That first breath. Dear god, that first breath. It was so wonderful and horrible and simple at the same time. I hacked, I choked, I felt so very unlucky.
I wanted to die. Do not give me precious life!
I heard Master calling my name. It felt distant and unreachable, as if the sound was coming from the depths of a deep, dark hole. I felt so detached from this entire affair. This was frightening, this was wrong. He'd always been this way. He never listened to me... Was I so wrong that he had to tune me out? Why did he always have to play god!
I tried out my new eyes. The lids felt heavy and deprived of rest.
Alas, they... still could not see. I did not care... I did not want to live, no matter what grand plans Master had in store for me.
"No I'm not..." I whispered. My voice sounded so inhuman. We
Those who should remain namelessJust her name
could make this lion tame
Just the sound
makes my heart pound
Breathing becomes difficult
As my courage is shot from catapult
My knees become weak
I can't even speak
Just to mention Tasha
you knew that it would cost ya
Her name brings so much pain
its driving me insane
I wish I could just erase
that connection from name to face...
With This Knife..and with this knife
i'll cut my heart out
because i'm hating this life
a little more each day
..you're not the person i used to know
you're no longer there to hold me up
i'm drowning in confusion with nowhere to go
and for that, i'm scared...
the old everynight calls are now occasional conversations
so i fall asleep every night with the same thing on my mind
"is there any way to alter this situation?"
but, a bad feeling is telling me the answer is "no"
you won't talk to me like the old times
or even be here just to see
you havent even thought to ask if im fine
or maybe you just dont care..
and when you become blind to who you used to be
You start completely changing your plan
You begin by showing me someone I dont wanna see
and with that said, i can not stand..
Those Final Days..Its not practical
but its tactical
and damn if its not factual
It seems we all have come
the smart and the dumb
to battle for a crumb
But its all okay
only one walks away
It's Judgement day
We shall see who's smart
who's got heart
and who cheated right from the start
And when we all have reached the end
and their is no land left to defend
do you think we all shall mend?
All this for land?
was this something you planned?
I fear we were scammed!
Why should we kill our brother?
our sister and our mother?
All for the wealth of another?
Did no one ever stop to ask?
Just fuck it and pass the flask?
Cover up and put on mask!
I'm tired of watching this
a world that mistakes hate for bliss
and seals the deal with Judas kiss
I think that I shall leave
I just don't believe
in the tangled web we weave...
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